The other night I was thinking about how much money my wife and I used to make when we lived in TX. I had a job as a Youth Pastor and Andrea worked in HR at a large company. We have consistently made less money every year after we moved back from TX.
I can see looking back how we have made our life hard finatially. I used to believe that to be in God’s will you had to suffer. This lead me to a martyr world view that produced suffering. There is enough pain in the world, it does not need me to create more.
I now believe we make choices, based on our values. Over the past several years I have made it clear that I do not value financial security. I no longer feel this way. I can now relate to most Americans.

bekah said...
1i understand. big time
02/11/09 9:09 AM | Comment Link