My life is changing,
I have more of a belly.
My hair is thinning,
I care less about clothes.
People are separation,
Isolation is becoming easy.
Winter is coming,
Depression is setting in.
Friends are situational,
Alliances are being formed.
Disappointment is evident,
Relationships will never be the same.
I want to start having children,
My life is to stressful.
I want to sleep good at night,
My mind wont let me.
I have a fatalistic mind,
But I want to be positive.
There are thoughts i do not speak of
For fear of letting people down.
Pastors have a tough job,
People will allways lift them up.
To a place the do not deserve,
A place they do not want.
Christian have a hard time being human,
But make it easy to feel spiritual.
Churches no longer have loyalty,
Because the iron curtin has come down.
People look at me like I should do something,
About all that is happening.
But all I want to do is listen
Waiting…
What are you observing?
